The Most Beautiful...

-as quoted by Amy Adams.

Here are some pictures of my Leorelei wedges from www.shopyapi.com
(please forgive my shots, i have zero knowledge in PS and other pic editing software)

First off, I'm not a tranny, although I have legs like one. I'm a bit taller than average (it seriously feels like it)--which didn't stop me from buying 4-inch heels and I prefer to wear shorts and slippers on a normal I'm-going-out-cause-it's-my-day-off basis...but that didn't stop me from being a shoe person..

When Gizelle told me that she's going to open an online store which sells stuff from Bangkok, I was thinking of bags, accessories, clothes, clothes and more clothes! I didn't expect that she's also going to sell shoes, so it was such a very sweet surprise when I found out she's selling bohemian themed shoes..

When I found these wedges, the first thing that came in my mind was, "how much is this? does it come in my size? and I SERIOUSLY HAVE TO HAVE THIS" I badgered Ipay with lots and lots of questions which she patiently answered (SALAMAT)

--What's so good about www.shopyapi.com's shoes is that, it's actually more affordable than expected, so after these, I'm going to buy the Laurel wedges sometime next week :D

--the first time I used it, I was surprised that the wooden wedge is actually light :) and even though the heels are around 4-inches high (more or less), you wouldn't feel gawky and awkward..and the best part is, you can actually pair these wedges with anything!

Best Friend Challenge: 8. Best memory.

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One of the best memories I've had with Jeszha was the first time I've slept over at their house. I can't quite remember where the uyab was, but what I couldn't forget about it was how accommodating she was when I was at her home. We ate sardines and corned beef non-stop the morning after and she also helped me prepare for work later that afternoon. We spent the night talking about deep stuff (isecreto tani) and slept til the late hours of morning :D

because i got high

2011-04-05T02:55:00.002-11:00

this coming sunday will mark the two-week ago indicator of what would be my hell-week.
My work sched during that Sunday was at 1-9pm at SM Cebu (I work as a real-estate sales consultant btw). I arrived at around 1:30 and noticed that there was an unusual number of people at SM (looking back, i think it was also because ASAP and PARTY PILIPINAS decided to have a summer kick-off show here)
I was really glad and took it as a blessing that there are more people since this would mean that there will be more inquiries, and more inquiries mean that there will be a bigger chance of a reservation/sale.
Me and my teammates were seriously busy the whole shift, on the duration of my 9 hr.shift, i think i only had a 30minute break, which includes a 15min. dinner and 15minute CR break, the remaining hours were spent standing, showing around our model house and answering inquiries from different prospects.
up til 30 minutes AFTER the unofficial closing hour, we still have inquiries and all our brochures were all given out.

I was very very tired. But very contented and HAPPY.

I got home 45 minutes after we went out of SM. I felt the signs of fever due to fatigue but I thought it was just a normal I'm-gonna-sleep-it-over-and-the-next-day-im-gonna-be-better kind of feeling. I slept at 11 and woke up at 6am.
I felt like I totally lack sleep and thought that I could work normally till 6pm. I texted the uyab saying I wasnt really feeling upbeat, and he was super super sweet enough to fetch me at my home, take me to Parkmall (where I was assigned) and have breakfast with me. After breakfast, I took Zithromax, an acithromycin pack with 3 500mg antibiotic capsules which i should take once a day for 3 days.
Little did I know that having a very very bad case of diarrhea the first time I took it was a sign for me to stop. I went to the ladies' room 8 times (i kept track) and had tummy spasms non-stop. My condition got so much worse that I called my mom and asked her to pick me up.
The day after, I thought that my body was just adjusting to zithromax so i took my 2nd dose, I started feeling cramps and hot on my palms and soles.. when I felt the extreme heat, that's when I started to get seriously worried. I thought that I was about to have dengue, so the day after, I decided to have my platelets checked, I took my last zithromax and slept 2 hours after, i woke up still feeling like i havent slept for 3 days at all, but i forced myself to have get my blood checked.

imagine my surprise when i found out that my platelets are normal, and the doctor said that I was overfatigued and dehydrated...not only that, I overdosed myself on zithromax. the doc told me not to take antibiotics if i dont have tonsils or uti cause if the antibiotics will attack my body if theres no bacteria to kill at all. She also advised me to eat kamunggay and saging and to detox since I hafta pagawas all the 1500mg worth of useless antibiotics in my body.

4 days of detoxing and i'm on my way to recovery. I wrote this blog to inform people not to underestimate antibiotics :D ..and also to thank my parents, the uyab who checks on me EVERYTIME early in the morning to ask how i'm feeling, my TEAMMATES who understood my situation and never had any complaint when I took some days off, and to tita nellie (the uyab's mom) who also checked up on me lotsa and gave me barley :)

I was so overjoyed with my rapid recovery lately that i bought myself another shoes...
but that, is for another post..to come :)

this should help you

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something for you to digest. goodnight!

2011-04-02T04:43:00.000-11:00

a repost

If I had my life to live over

I would have talked less and listened more.

I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained and the sofa faded.

I would have eaten the popcorn in the “good” living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.

I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather rambling about his youth.

I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.

I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted
in storage.

I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.

I would have cried and laughed less while watching television, and more
while watching life.

I would have gone to bed when I was sick, instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren’t there for the day.

I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn’t show soil or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.

Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I’d have cherished every moment, realising that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.

When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, “Later. Now go get washed up for dinner.”

There would have been more “I love you’s” and more “I’m sorry’s”

but mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute, look at it and really see it and never give it back.

- Erma Bombeck

Continuation to the Best Friend Challenge

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7. Recall any fights you’ve had.
8. Best memory.
9. A letter to your best friend.
10. A picture of you and your best friend.

Day 7: Recall Any Fights you've had
--- Hey Disan, did we ever fight? I can never recall having a fight with you.. although I admit I can recall times when I've offended you with my naivete and you have pissed me off before with your aloofness, all times, we have patched out quite nicely. :)

Meet my new boy!

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Meet TUMMY, (named as such because of his ehem, tummy, and ravenous appetite). I got him at Paw Pals when he was just 6 weeks old and he's turning 12 weeks (3 months) this Monday..also in time for his anti-rabies.
***these pics were taken on the duration of 6th-12th week period.

Looking for a pure Jack Russell Terrier for the uyab (he's been wanting nothing but) has taken me MONTHS!!! I promised it as a Christmas Gift, but sadly, I wasn't able to find one during December. In fact, it was PURE LUCK that I was able to find one 10 days before his 25th birthday.
Tummy is such a joy to be with, although I hafta admit, at the moment, he's being quite a handful since he gnaws and bites everything that moves (everything, meaning, our feet, the clothes we wear, our hair, etc.)....
at his 8th week, he already knows how to "sit", and just this week, he already knows how to "lie down"
We've been noticing an increase on his appetite too--a one kilo dog food used to last him for 3 weeks to a month, and now, we'd be lucky if our current batch will last for 2 weeks.
I rarely take pictures of Tummy anymore. He has come to a point when he moves alot that my phone can't quite capture a clear shot unless he's sleeping.

The uyab is one proud owner, I can tell.

I'm alive!

2011-03-26T02:50:00.002-11:00

and have been AWOL here for a few weeks. Jeezis, I sincerely hate myself for procrastinating.
I've been trying to bridge the friendship gap I had with one of my long-time friend for the past few weeks. I love the fact that we seem to fall into one anothers' schedule and routine just like the good ole' days. I really thank God for giving back my ELDER sister to me (hoi mas tiguwang paka nako, kahibaw ka ana!)

Anyways, I'll be posting pictures of TUMMY, the Jack Russell Terrier birthday gift i gave to the uyab, he's been harping me about it for months and only god knows i've figuratively moved mountains to look for a male JRT puppy.

ALSO, another beach posts with my CANDY Gurlz and Mr. Candy Boy.

it was indeed a good month.

...and the best part is, it's not yet over!

Summer with my Maui Taylor

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contrary to what I posted on FB, we were just in Crown Regency here. hihi!!

HIATUS

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but... is this love, is this love, is this love that i'm feeling?

lulielulululielulu

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HAPPY 25th My LUV you are my Barbara Streisand, my itch that wont go away and my Pringles original.
(that just didnt make sense)

The 10 Day Best Friend Challenge: 6. Different interests.

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I tend to go out a lot more than Jeszha, but when she does go out, she opts for out of town trips while I usually dig clubbing :) Aside from that, we are, more or less, have similar interests :)

The 10 Day Best Friend Challenge: 5. Common interests.

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Jeszha and I love reading books and watching/streaming TV Series. We used to swap books way back High School and we stream episodes at her house.Admittedly, we also love to gossip, because (*tadan!*) we have the same views about people. We are also into dressing down and we both feel uncomfortable with maarte people.

Jeszha is currently at Palawan right now, I do hope she checks my blog via mobile while she's having the time of her life. haha

The 10 Day Best Friend Challenge: 4. What you do with you best friend when you hang out.

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We usually hang out at her house because we are at our most comfortable there. We watch TV Series or we sometimes lie down on her bed and talk about stuff that usually goes back around 9 years ago. We reminisce the good ole days when all we have to worry about is assignment and tests. She usually updates me with whats going on with her life, and vice versa. We rarely go malling because Jeszha doesn't want to go out much. :D

The 10 Day Best Friend Challenge: 3. Long-distance or close-distance.

2011-02-20T15:57:00.002-11:00

Jeszha and I have a long-distance relationship in a close-distance island :D

We are the type of best friends who don't communicate in a day-to-day basis but we seem to feel if there is something wrong with each other :D
besides, with all the technology available nowadays, the distance don't make us miss each other THAT much :p

The 10 Day Best Friend Challenge: 2. Their characteristic traits.

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First off, Jeszha is responsible. Although she knows her limits, she knows how to party.alot. :D Like me, we don't care much for social pretenses. She rarely expresses negative feelings but when she does, it's usually intense. Jeszha tends to be comfortable with older people since she is usually serious, but I guess this trait usually comes with her job as a teller in BDO.

Jeszha also knows how to hold money. She doesn't squander and also anticipates for the rainy days (this is seriously so unlike me). People are usually drawn to Jeszha because she is friendly and you can easily relate to her. She basically has a sunny disposition but she also has mood swings (Which is totally unpredictable). I tend to cancel some of our plans to meet-up and I appreciate her for not minding it. Her family means the whole world to her. She is also neat, I always find their house clean. Even though at times, she is a realist, she never stops me from dreaming.

But most of all, what I like about her is her faithfulness to me. I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, tolerated a lot of things I shouldn't--and at these times, she always talks to me about my limits, but still, even though I've crossed the line, over and over again, she's there at my back, supporting me, encouraging me, without saying "I TOLD YOU SO"

10 Day Best Friend Challenge 1. Your best friend’s name. Introduce her/him.

2011-02-14T14:59:00.002-11:00

Meet Jeszha Joy Cutillar, we've known each other since we were in 3rd year highschool, so that makes us friends from 9 years (turning 10 this year)
I can only describe Jeszha as someone unpredictable. We may not share a the same opinion on things but I can ALWAYS count on her when things go bad.

Why I don't stop, I'll never know

2011-02-05T19:27:00.000-11:00

10 Day Best Friend Challenge

1. Your best friend’s name. Introduce her/him.
2. Their characteristic traits.
3. Long-distance or close-distance.
4. What you do with you best friend when you hang out.
5. Common interests.
6. Different interests.
7. Recall any fights you’ve had.
8. Best memory.
9. A letter to your best friend.
10. A picture of you and your best friend.

Day Ten: One Person you can trust

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predictably, this person would be me. Other people have the tendency to let you down, even your parents. I'm sure every one of us has been let down by someone one way or the other, so i am sure it's safe to say that you yourself is the only one you can trust :)

He has school on weekends..

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--meet my godson nino..at one year old and 3 mos., he's working part-time as a salesman :D

SO CUTE NO?

Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.

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1. Travel out of town at least once every two months :)
2. I seriously wish I could enjoy rain like other people do :)

Day Eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.

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1. ya?
2. the hell?! (oooh the shame!)
3. sheesh!

Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.

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1. The first time I went to Bantayan Island
2. My XMAS in Pampanga
3. September 25, 2009
4. November 30, 2010

Day 6: Five Things You can't live without

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--aside from the basic needs like food shelter and clothing, i can't live WITHOUT these things

1. My graded contacts (300 intawn ang grado sa akong mata)
2. Mobile Phone
3. My comforter
4. SHOES (all of em
5. make-up

Day 5: Six Songs You are addicted to

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currently!

1. Billionaire
2. Like a G6
3. Baby (Justin Bieber, it is still in my head. the eff)
4. Empire State of Mind
5. She's always a woman to me..
6. Kahit Maputi na ang Buhok Ko

Day Four: Seven Fears and Phobias

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1.Balloons
2.Heights
3.Blood (from a wound)
4.Flood (I might get leptospyrosis)
5.Losing my make-up kit
6.Unknown
7.open sea!

Day Three: Eight things that annoy me

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1. RAIN (doesn't matter how severe it is, as long as it's raining)
2. people who act like cool douchebags ON MY FACEBOOK PAGE (MY FACEBOOK PAGE!)
3. Dank-smelling CR
4. Ruffa Mae Quinto (She is annoying..and a thing.haha, sexy thing)
5. itchy lipstick
6. people who take up TOO MUCH space on public utility vehicles
7. taxi drivers who have the gall to have a fucked-up taxi meter
8. people who have smelly armpits..

Day Two: 9 things I do everyday

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1. Constantly check the phone
2. Go out of the house
3. Read a book before I go to sleep
4. Check my e-mails.
5. TAKE A BATH (i know a lot of people who don't do this everyday)
6. see the good things in every circumstance
7. soliloquy
8. check myself from head-to-toe
9. text my rents I LOVE YOU

10 Random Things about Me

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without explanation

1. I LOVE LOVE LOVE KARAOKE
2. Two phobias: Heights and Balloons.
3. I could eat ampalaya, okra and sitaw FOREVER!
4. I go deaf to my surroundings when I'm online
5. HATES TWILIGHT (and the series)
6. I love shoes!
7. hates jeans. When I'm not working, i go out wearing shorts.
8. currently obsessing about my blings
9. worrying about my weight (this is clearly justified)
10. I still hold mini-concerts in my room :p

Pit Senyor 2011!!

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Pit Senyor si Akihiro kini!

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Saturday Night: met up with the laagans again and partied the night away at The Penthouse.. highlight of the night was i just poked Akihiro Sato and just flipped my camera and took a shot.. too bad I wasn't able to get a pic of James Yap-he's hotter. seriously!

Parang kailan lang...

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that she went to work in Singapore...and now she's back for another vacay again..
CHE, when ka muuli?
**this was taken at Kul Kitchen(i love the creamed ribs), were we had our reunion, we went to VUDU after for some partying..

Here comes the sun little darling...

2011-01-19T19:43:00.002-11:00

after three weeks of NOT seeing the sun, it finally made it's graceful entrance just last Tuesday. I can finally resume with my laundry.. but moreover, since Kuya Glen is here already, we have to make plans to..

EXACTLY.

Remember, Remember, the 25th of December

2011-01-18T04:52:00.003-11:00

on the Christmas Day itself, I was at work at The Persimmon Mabolo (yeah, I was actually wearing THAT, I got away with it cause of the holidays. DONT SUE ME). Since it was quite boring, I decided to pose with the Badjaos who were singing and dancing by the door ;p

It's rare

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for us to see each other as early as 7pm!haha, we only see each other when we want to party like hell at The Penthouse, but NEVERTHELESS, since, Xmas Season LAGE, we decided to eat out at Chika-An..

Heart!

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This came in as a surprise,no, really it did, thank you very much Tita Nellie! I hope I can touch your limited edition LONGCHAMP again!

10 Years of Friendship

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and counting...
Since XMAS is a time for reunions, we decided to get together and reminisce our kabuangs waaay back 3rd year highschool. To be honest, it's not so difficult to communicate with each other nowadays with the technology available.
**taken at IT Park, and at Convenience 101.
I'm sure we'd have pictures for the 11th,12th and etc. more years to come!

It's not a secret

2011-01-18T04:30:00.001-11:00

that I totally dote on my godson, Nino Dominic, Here is a not so updated pic of him at SM with his mom-and my colleague, Honey

What's a party...

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without an after party diba? After our mini-party at Hotel Elizabeth, we decided to continue the fun at POD 5.
One can never understand HOW MUCH I LOVE TO SING. Although I have one of the most horrible voices in the whole island, it can never ever waver my confidence..and my passion for singing.. (again, i flaunted the eye makeup for this entry

I've got

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a mighty hankering for this right now, and it's 11:20 in the evening

2nd XMAS Party

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this was held at The Elizabeth Hotel, themed Masquerade, again, I did my own make-up (As seen from the pics below), found my gown again,at an another bazaar for only P250 pesos...decided to don my parisian boots since I was feeling rebellious at that moment...
Thank you Shantal for making my mask, and the uyab for attaching a chopstick at the sides. haha

The first XMAS Party

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this was held at Radisson Blu, with Hollywood Glamour as our theme. I decided to dress up as a geisha from Memoirs of a Geisha. I did my own make-up and I straightened my hair on my own too :D
I bought the gown for only P150 at a bazaar, and my bling blings in Carbon. I totally danced the night away cause I felt comfortable with what I was wearing. haha. :D

CIRCA Nov 2010

2011-01-18T03:28:00.003-11:00

personal entries will be resumed since I'm done with my 30-day emoticon challenge.
this was taken on the last day of me being 23. The uyab got his cam ready while I climbed on his mini table.
I SO LOVE THE SHOES, which, by the way, was his birthday gift to me.
If you could notice, I have those scars on both knees, the left one I got when I was in Grade 2 and running at a newly asphalted road. The right one I got the week after AT THE SAME PLACE. haha. how tanga can i get nagyud.

Day 30: :D Sinulog Finale

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Taken at the rooftop of Montesclaros Dormitory while the Sinulog Party is going on.
-----Sandwiched between the uyab(left) and TABOR (his frat brother)

Day 29: X.X

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In Lurve

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with Lucy Hale's outfit here.. so kinopya ko. haha

Day 28: T_T

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Day 27: :B

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Day 26: :x

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(i look like im inside a void)

Day 25: 0:]

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you hafta forgive me, it's really dark here in Bo's SM

Day 24: @_@

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day 23:

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it looks like "<_<"

Day 22: >_>

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Day 21: -_-

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Day 20: D:

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Day 19: :\

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It ain't much but

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I haven't had NEW YEAR ENTRY YET! I've been busy with my OFFLINE life that I haven't had the time to update this!
So, with the usual tactic, I'm gonna spam the blog with pictures with gagmayng descriptions as to what happened with my LAST year ;p

LATER THO. haha

Day 18: :/

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Day 17: :3

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Day 16: >:0

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Day 15: :0

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Day 14: :9

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Day 13: -_-

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Day 12: o_0

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Day 11: O_O

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My favorite so far :D

Day 10: XD

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ribbit..ribbitt

Day 9: X]

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Day 8: XP

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aslum nym?
haha

Day 7 :p

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Day 6: ;D

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Day 5: ;]

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Day 4: >:[

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Day 3: >:]

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Day 2: :[

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Day 1: :]

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this pic= :]

AS IN KARUN NAGYUD NI! PRAAAMIS!

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thanks Eya Alimurong!

Hahai, I want again!

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I've always found

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the subway part of SRP as somewhere romantic

--ug wa gyud ku'y picture sa subway sa? haha

again, this challenge starts tomorrow

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Day One: Ten random facts about yourself.

Day Two: Nine things you do everyday.

Day Three: Eight things that annoy you.

Day Four: Seven fears/phobias.

Day Five: Six songs that you’re addicted to.

Day Six: Five things you can’t live without.

Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.

Day Eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.

Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.

Day Ten: One person you can trust.

2010-12-04T15:43:00.001-11:00

Well it's done know it's ya boy IYAZ "J.R" Rotem
Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you
Now wit' a girl like u, nothing u can do
But give the whole world to her 24-7
When she looking so sweet that kind of body
You dont mind spending all of your time..time..time
And its not that you were asking me for nothing
I just wanna show you how deep my love is
cause with them girls before
i wasnt feeling so, Gone!
But wit' ya girl
i'm losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
Spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my Love for you is(So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

Now wit' a girl like you,
I don't care who,
Passes my way,
Rhianna or Beyonce,
Could holla at me,
It doesn't mean a thing,

Nothing compares to the joy you bring
them girls can go,
i wasnt feel so calm
But wit' ya girl
i'm losing control..yo!

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

I want to do it (So Big)
Cause girl we are (So Big)
Let's pop them bottles(So Big)
Like superstarsz (So Big)
We takin' over (So Big)
We got that Love (So Big)
Let's make it global (So Big)
Let's blow it up (So Big)

Ohhhh...woahh...oahhhh

If this is real love,
Then I didn't know before,
She gotchya boy,
Doin' crazy thing that I never thought i'd ever do,

Now i wanna do it up (So Big)
Party it up (So Big)
spend it up (So Big)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (So Big)
My heart is (So Big)
My love is (So Big)
For you,for you

My heart is...
For You, For You, For You
My Love is...
For You, For You, For You
My heart is...
For You, For You, For You
My Love is...
For You, For You, For You

So Big.

nasubrahan naman gud

2010-12-03T23:24:00.000-11:00

looking back, i just realized how much you underestimated my feelings. To be fair, it was a good
relationship, the best one I ever had, we both loved each other, maybe way too much on my behalf,
that i became blind to what you continously do to me. I compromised so much so that I included my principles.

tinuod gyud diay na ilang ingun nga daghang nangabuang anang gugma. I shamelessly would have to admit that
I'm one of those. I loved too much and gave too much. My bestfriend told me that that's what we normally miss

out, giving too much.

I am on the chapter of my life when I am forcing myself to face the reality that indeed, the relationship is

over, and I am willing to put everything behind me, cause if i turn my head back and force "it" it'll slowly
destroy me. I guess I was the only one who was willing to sacrifice too much and maybe he thinks that deleting

and blocking that girl from his list is waaay too much on his behalf.

I guess me being single is way overdue already. I gave up my Singapore dream to be with the man I love, and

sadly, he can't even put out one person in his life for the sake of our relationship.

I'm saying no, no I won't go into details as to who,how,why and etc., all I'm sure of right now is I want to

feel every second of this pain, so that the lesson I've learned from this will be deeply ingrained in my system.

Needless to say, my blog will be my outlet from now on :)
....and yes, kasali na ako sa SAMAHAN NG MALALAMIG NA PASKO

Renato's 57th

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This was during last 24th, happy 57th papa! (At Tamgu Grill, they serve a lot of epic win Pinoy dishes)

Day-off on a Friday and

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...I'm stuck at Bo's coffee waiting for SOMETHING to happen, so I web-cam-whored. haha

Second Batch

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of my boyf's macro shots, plus, a pic of me faking piping... i dont know how to use one, i just think that my bohemian outfit matches the pipe.. but i didn't think about the background no?haha

Beach again! thank god!

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boating

a few octobers and novembers

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this is a pic of me at Don Quixote Room in Casino Espanol.. I was asked to decorate the said room for the Halloween Party of Sacred Heart School for Girls Alumni (I won't tell the batch na) I was only given 30 minutes to design the whole thing since I really have to be back on our Halloween Trick or Treat..

PS
Please dont break my heart by saying my design is crappy. hehe... i was given LIMITED MATERIALS..AND TIME to do the whole thing :)

After Casino Espanol, we were asked to assist our Annual Kiddie Halloween party, out of 40 kids that we are expecting to arrive, there are around 60ish who joined, we were so relieved! Nakakataba ng puso to be around these kids.. :)

The 31st of October-after The Kiddie Halloween Party.. I rested for abit, I actually slept for 3 hours, since I was preparing for this night out with my girls!
(The Penthouse)

--please note that I am quite tipsy here... Vodka and Sprite is sooooo good!

November 2- My rent's 26th anniversary... these pictures were taken at Red Moon-Banilad, after our short trip to Cempark.. I love Kim Koy Ke very very much! (squash cake dipped in hot sauce)

--another blog entry to follow..i think this entry is too long already :)

MIA

2010-11-27T22:00:00.005-11:00

I've been missing in action lately. There isn't much personal entries lately and I am trying my damndest now to fill that void :)
So right now, I'm gonna type off events that I haven't informed you (wow, kay naay interesado sa?)
Last Thursday, Me and my TI friends met up in SM to watch My Amnesia Girl, this is actually the first time I went with them to watch a tagalog movie since I've been busy lately

This movie made ma laugh, smile and cry, kaleurkey talaga! I know someone like John Lloyd aka "Apollo" in real life is impossible to find, I am happy deep inside knowing that my boyfriend is uber uber sweet :) Actually, my favorite part of the movie was when John Lloyd celebrated Toni's movie 28 times :) it melted my heart and made me forget that John was actually making amends to Toni. haha~~

Let's rewind back to October, I took my 10 year old dog-Siomai, to Caminade Pet Shop to have her dewormed and have her vaccinated. Along with other dogs, she was made to wait. I am so secretly proud of her since she was so sociable all through out our stay there..
so much so that....

..i was forced to clean up her poop cause she was being gara during the whole event

October 25, 2010== Mamii's birthday *photospam
**my mom doesnt look 50 no? ;p

hai, as much as i want to prolong this blog, I'm really sorry, I hafta cook dinner :( i promise i'll give out more updates this week.

Marian Keyes Quotes

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I'm sure I've posted this sometime last year or the year before, but anyway, I am her number one fan :D

"It was ironic, really - you want to die because you can't be bothered to go on living - but then you're expected to get all energetic and move furniture and stand on chairs and hoist ropes and do complicated knots and attach things to other things and kick stools from under you and mess around with hot baths and razor blades and extension cords and electrical appliances and weedkiller. Suicide was a complicated, demanding business, often involving visits to hardware shops.

And if you've managed to drag yourself from the bed and go down the road to the garden center or the drug store, by then the worst is over. At that point you might as well just go to work."
— Marian Keyes (Lucy Sullivan Is Getting Married)

"What doesn't kill us makes us funnier."
— Marian Keyes (The Other Side of the Story)

"Feathery Stokers - There is no definitive list but here are some examples. Men who didn’t eat red meat were Feathery Strokers. Men who used postshave balm instead of slapping stinging aftershave onto their tender skin were Feathery Strokers. Men who noticed your shoes and handbags were Feathery Strokers. (Or Jolly Boys.) Men who said pornography was exploitation of women were Feathery Strokers. (Or liars.) Men who said pornography was exploitation of men as much as women were of the scale. All straight men from San Francisco were Feather Strokers. All academics with beards were Feathery Stokers. Men who stayed friends with their ex-girlfriends were Feathery Strokers. Especially if they called them their “ex-partner.” Men who did Pilates were Feathery Strokers. Men who said, “I have to take care of myself right now” were screaming Feathery Strokers. (Even I’d go along with that.) ~Jacqui"
— Marian Keyes (Anybody Out There?)

"Failed relationships can be described as so much wasted make-up."
— Marian Keyes (Watermelon)

"I had spent my whole life feeling homesick. The only difference between the two of us was that I didn't know what or where home was."
— Marian Keyes (Lucy Sullivan Is Getting Married)

"The feel of them (books) and the smell of them. A bookshop was like an Aladdin's cave for me. Entire worlds and lives can be found just behind that glossy cover. All you had to do was look." Claire (Watermelon)"
— Marian Keyes (Watermelon)

"I never wear flats. My shoes are so high that sometimes when I step out of them, people look around in confusion and ask, "Where'd she go?" and I have to say, "I'm down here."
— Marian Keyes

"How to make God laugh? Tell Him your plans."
— Marian Keyes (The Other Side of the Story)

"smarter than me. But here's the thing my life did get better. I made a decision to let go of my dreams, because they were killing me, and I stopped asking the impossible of myself. I changed my attitude and decided to focus on what I had rather than what i didn't have."
— Marian Keyes (Angels)

"Why do we have such a finite capacity for pleasure but an infinite one for pain?"
— Marian Keyes (The Other Side of the Story)

"I rang my mother to thank her for giving birth to me and she said, "What choice had I? You were in there, how else were you going to get out?"
— Marian Keyes (Anybody Out There?)

"When God closes one door, He slams another in your face"
— Marian Keyes (The Other Side of the Story)

"I'm trying..." How could I put it? "I'm trying to get far enough down the line so that I can remember." I stopped, then continued: "so that I can remember without the pain killing me"

And the days were stacking up. And weeks. And months. It was now almost the middle of June and he'd died in February, but I still felt like I'd just woken from a horrible dream, that I was suspended in that stunned, paralyzed state between sleep and reality where I was grasping for, but couldn't get a handle on normality."
— Marian Keyes (Anybody Out There?)

"They say the path of true love never runs smooth. Well, Luke and my true love's path didn't run at all, it limped along in new boots that were chafing its heels. Blistered and cut, red and raw, every hopping, lopsided step, a little slice of agony. From Rachel's Holiday."
— Marian Keyes

"Nothing sinister. Just getting exercise. Although some might consider that sinister."
— Marian Keyes (Anybody Out There?)

"The back windows looked out over the fields, then the Atlantic, maybe a hundred yards away. Actually, I'm just making that bit up. I had no idea how far away the sea was. Only men could do things like that. "Half a mile." "Fifty yards." Giving directions, that sort of thing. I could look at a woman and say "Thirty-six C." Or "Let's try it in the next size up." But I had no idea how far away Tim's sea was except that I wouldn't want to walk to it in high heels."
— Marian Keyes

... I am more of an ambler. I once overheard my old boss in Dublin describe me as very "hello trees, hello flowers." It was intended as an insult and it fulfilled its brief; I was insulted. I had little interest in greeting trees and flowers but nor did I treat life as a treadmill, on which it was vital to keep fleeing forward in order to avoid being sucked off the back and out of the game."
— Marian Keyes

"Nkechi never tried to hide her bottom. She was proud of it. Fascinating to me. Irish girls' lives were a constant quest for bottom-disguising or bottom-reducing clothing tactics. We can learn much from other cultures. "
— Marian Keyes

"Minsk! How pissed-off that sounded! It was great. You could scare the bejayzus out of someone if you said it right."
— Marian Keyes (The Brightest Star in the Sky)

"I'd rather eat nothing than eat a carrot."
— Marian Keyes (Lucy Sullivan Is Getting Married)

"Political correctness is a minefield"
— Marian Keyes (Angels)

"In an unpredictable and unpleasant world it was both unusual and very pleasant to hear what I wanted to hear."
— Marian Keyes (Lucy Sullivan Is Getting Married)

"...as you know, I don't believe in fear, just an invention by men so they get all the money and good jobs..."
— Marian Keyes (Anybody Out There?)

"Hen nights should be banned. You're honour-bound to behave atrociously, then feel terribly ashamed afterwards.

(This Charming Man)"
— Marian Keyes

"I am different when my nails are done. I am more dynamic. I gesticulate more, I am better at scaring my staff. I can indicate impatience by drumming on tabletops and I can wrap up a meeting with a few choice clatters."
— Marian Keyes

"Rough as a badger's arse"
— Marian Keyes

"Didn't go in, just hovered outside like homeless person because (a) place was too small and Detta would have spotted me, and (b) once you're through doors of shop like that, if you try to leave without buying anything, they shoot you in the back with sniper's rifle."
— Marian Keyes (Anybody Out There?)

"My friend Kathy is the only person who'll be halfway honest with me. 'Did you ever see a cowboy film, where someone has been caught by the Indians and tied between two wild stallions, each pulling in opposite directions?' she asked.

I nodded mutely.

'That's a bit what giving birth is like."
— Marian Keyes (Under the Duvet: Shoes, Reviews, Having the Blues, Builders, Babies, Families and Other Calamities)

"Caviar is strange and disgusting. That popping texture, its like Space Dust for gourmets."
— Marian Keyes (The Brightest Star in the Sky)

"Look," she sighed. "You might be a lovely lad, in fairness you look like a lovely lad, but I can't take the chance. My kids wouldn't even be able to remember what I was wearing to tell the police. And all the recent photographs of me are bad, very jowly. I couldn't have them stuck to the lamp posts around the city. On your way, son." (Woman to Matt, when he tried to give her a lift.)"
— Marian Keyes (The Brightest Star in the Sky)

"Katie's mum, Penny, said "I don't know why you're wasting your time with him. If he's forty-two and never been married, he's hardly likely to get married now."
And Katie's sister Naomi had the darkest prediction. "He'll make mincemeat of you."
He won't," Katie protested. "I'm not going to fall for him."
So why are you bothering at all?"
Just killing time until I die."
— Marian Keyes (The Brightest Star in the Sky)

Emily Bronte; Wuthering Heights

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He is more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same. If all else perished and he remained, I should still continue to be, and if all else remained, and we were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger… He’s always, always in my mind; not as a pleasure to myself, but as my own being.

I have been spamming photos like hell

2010-11-18T20:30:00.003-11:00

and I haven't been updating too much with what's going on with my personal life.

Let's see, first I quit my previous job last November 5 and started with a new one just last November 8. As of the moment, I'm still adjusting and bringing myself more pressure, just the way I want it. IT feels good memorize and pitch in new stuff in my brain.

I like this new job, it makes me feel like it's actually possible for me to reach my dreams..

will update once more once my deliverables are done :D

After the 30day photo challenge

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Day One: List 10 people you trust the very most.

Day Two: List 10 movies you never get tired of watching.

Day Three: List 10 tv shows you miss from your childhood.

Day Four: List 10 relatives you love being with.

Day Five: List 10 songs you can’t stop listening to.

Day Six: List 10 items you can’t go a day without.

Day Seven: List 10 things you can do best at.

Day Eight: List 10 of your favorite singers.

Day Nine: List 10 of your favorite actors/actresses.

Day Ten: List 10 of your imperfections/flaws.

Day Eleven: List 10 incidents that happened this year.

Day Twelve: List 10 people that could make you laugh ANYTIME.

Day Thirteen: List 10 annoying songs.

Day Fourteen: List 10 things about yourself.

Day Fifteen: List 10 things you wouldn’t change about your life.

Day Sixteen: List 10 things you WOULD change about your life.

day 30. a photo of you when you were happy

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raphael, im sure you dont remember much this day, but i do. :)

day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive

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-mary loise parker; that girl from weeds.. and RED-

day 28. a photo of what you ate today

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THANK YOU TITING FOR THE BANKA! :d

and I am so excited for dinner because we are coming HERE!!

--food posts will be coming AFTER