a tribute?maybe

i've been loyal to my boyf for 1 year and 10 mos. im quite proud ofthat fact cause, honestly, im the cheating kind. i've never met a guywho is witty and goodlooking (on my standards) at the same time.we've undergone a lot of things together. a mix of both good and bad. i remember the time when we almost broke up because he can't take my sudden mood shifts anymore.i remember the time when i almost broke up with him cause he lacks the discipline thati demand from the people i love. but then, it always ends up in compromise and more regainedeffort coming from the both of us. im much in love with him and im half-scared that when the going gets more tough, a part of us might nurture the idea that it would be best if we bothjust part ways.it's not the mere love-lust of it all. it's also the laughter we shared. that wonderful laughter.he can crack up the corniest joke of all time and i'd end up forcing myself to laugh. i could strike a quip on a normal talk that could make him pinch my cheeks and say "ka cute nimo oi".ryan is one,if not,one of the wittiest person i know. even his friends admit that he can come up themost clever comebacks that can force us to utter a lame reply. he'd rather be crucified than admit that he's jealousor wrong.so,pray,tell me, why would i ever ever find another one when he's all that i could ever need?