Why Can't I?

it's been two months since I last had my period.

this is actually a normal thing for me since aside from my mentality, my hormones are also haywired :)

but i honestly wish to god that i'd have my period already so that i'd lose some weight (yeah, losing a few lines happens to me after i bleed)
I am obsessive with my weight lately, so much so that I bought fitright tablets to make me lose weight.
and this one to coincide with THE tablets

-yes, i'm only allowed to eat soft foods or liquids for one week :)