it's over

thank god it's over! my finals i mean...

and speaking of mean (in an entirely different sense) omfg omfg taxation was hell! i studied chapters 11-12-a (mind you, in every chapter there's actually 5 sub-chapters, so, blah.) and what came out was filing the BIR form 1701! (great, the people who reads my blog can relate anyway)
SO. it's over. but i don't feel relieved. at all.

cause of the fact that i'm actually graduating next year and i can't afford to fail. not even one subject. gaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwd! and speaking of graduating.. i've been thinking of my future already (or the lack of it) and decided that i'll apply for qatar and phil. airlines.

which i did yesterday.

since i am sure i have the looks (filipina flight attendant= morena plus good set of teeth) so by the grace of god, i am hoping they would take into consideration that i have both.
confident, yes? smug.not.

i'm not really that "atat" to find a job, cause i know i can get any job i want if i really really want it.

but then i'm not sure what i want anymore. *sigh.. i'm getting indecisive again and i am sure as hell i dont want to be employed when the right job comes along.