When Everything was already Promised..

then there's no light at the end of the tunnel then?

no words and actions can make you think of any hope.

If we go back to each other's arms this time around;

then it really is true love.

hey

you're never gonna leave me again right?
never

so much for nevers.

Life, after all, is one big survivor game

take a pick between these two choices

freedom
or
love?

tricky isn't it?
not really.
i think i just made the wrong choice on this one. after all, im a bad judge of character, i certainly havent made much in my life.
i chose freedom. or better yet, i gave importance to freedom more than i gave importance to the love of my life.
i'm a bad picker. or chooser, or whateveryoumaycallit.
the love of my life walked out on me cause of this inner rebellion. that i just have to get it all.
at some point, i thought i already have it all. till he walked out. and now im left with none.

the things that happened in my life for the past 3-4 days made me more mature in ways i dont think i'll ever be.
it takes this kind of heartbreak to put a halt in my own world.
a tagline that clearly says "he's not coming back to you this time dearie, not this time."
if it's not you, then it's no one else.

someday, id have the guts to take your picture off my cubicle walls one by one.

someday.

Island Hopping 03/28/09

EARTH HOUR kabuang

KAPE AT FULLY BOOKED
partied at ayala with uber old friends (i still miss you bethsaida)
sing along at MANGO GIMIK after.

To say I'm overjoyed is an understatement

a text I got yesterday:



"we are glad to inform you that you have passed the GWA for your MBA application here at UP CEBU. for inquiries, call the mgt.div at *
insert number here"


UP HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Certified Klutz 101

I got a positive aura overload yesterday from our Branding Promo Team Meeting.

I was uber uber uberjoyed to be fetched by ryan yesterday that i can't stop making kulit niya on the way from the office to Ayala.

Then again I got sugar high from caramel sundae and cadbury's dairy milk.

Since Ryan has to attend his sisters' grad party and I hafta attend my cousins' too, we decided to leave early.

I blame thy sweets for making me sing random Queen songs in the parking lot with all the drivers gawking. Ryan can't stop snickering at me and I can't stop laughing myself. I went rockstar by attempting to kiss his windshield..and i pulled a 'nym' and banged my teeth on his car windows, which made him laugh more.
too much placebo. XD

Bubbly

What Extreme Sport Should you try?

You Should Try Street Luge

With speeds of up to 70 mph, Skateboarding laying down is not as tame as it seems.

What Extreme Sport Should You Try?

What color is your mind?

Your Mind is Green

Of all the mind types, yours has the most balance. You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver. You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What Color Is Your Mind?

SUPERCAT NA!

Shots from Jeff Garban's cam during the Super Cat Photo Shoot



*more to come
next stop? pictorial for kishanta this saturday!!

Beach last 13th

2nd Beach Outing: 03/28=Marketing and Sales Team Island Hopping
3rd: Aboitizland Beach Outing

**IN BETWEENS: HOLY WEEK AT BOHOL
[******] Thank you Jeszh, for purchasing my tickets. XD

FCUK YEA ALL

i'm going to the beach.
will post pics later.

Aboitiz and Corp

's sportsfest will be this coming staruday.. I am going to join the soccer softball teram (as a tribute to my girls high varsity and commerce team) and the Aboitiland scrabble team (beneath this dumb exterior is a dumber interior.haha)

I love my company. It never fails to encourage us for more self-growth.

Which reminds me, WHO'S THE LATEST SUPERCAT MODEL??/ HMMMMMMMM??? *HINT

GTG, Pictorial and an interview with Mag TV awaits

Holy Week

Ive got 4 withstanding invitations for holy week. all of which are good to go.
im not. i keep on changing my decision as to where i should go. GRR.
First off, Boracay with relatives.
boracay is overrated. pif
moalboal with another relatives. awkward. id be next to nonexistent considering they all look yummy..wait, uber perfect.

i wanna soak up the sun.

malapascua with my workmates. this one im really thinking about. although it pains me knowing that i only have one unworn bikini..and i still got no moolah to buy another one.
only 3 more days and *sigh. its pay day again.

bohol with my bestfriend. waaaait, now that im jotting this down, i cant help but notice.
there's not even a contest at all

VODKA Night

Last night was one of those rarest times that i wanna be alone.

I strolled alone in Ayala,went to CDR King to check out their Sound Cards, passed by Tekken 6-it was unusually mingaw, so I went to Fully Booked to do my usual Free Reading Time.
Marian Keyes still has this irish-witty- effect in me. I don't think I'll get over it.

After 20 minutes-ish, I decided to go home.
But ive been craving for vodka ever since wednesday (and i miss my badjao), so i texted him.
Met up at Banawa, bought 2 vodka cruisers (blueberry and raspberry) at the Shell Station beside Cheavers.
Drank my blueberry at the kilid kilid dalan in Tres De Abril. Raspberry Vodka tastes like TEMPRA. *yuck
needless to say, i got hooked on blueberry. Drank the whole bottle. Still felt high after.
after 20 minutes, it was sorta the opposite.
Vodka kicked me in the ass, placed a heavy lead in my heart, and made me swell and reddish all over my body. I went home undetected by my mother.
til she came into my room.
haha

MAKE UP and UP.. U.P

It has been an eventful week (of sorts) in my little world

I'm on a make-up binge lately cause a mom has a friend who is a smuggler of original make-ups here in cebu (for obvious reasons, her identity will remain a secret)

want more fun than having all the make-up that you need? Share it with your friends! or better yet, sell it.
just like i did.
thing is, there's an UBER limited stock. so i don't have anything to "sell"= i.e, i bought one MAC and L'Oreal lipstick but i love the L'oreal so i bought it for myself and i sold the other one to Cathy, my workmate.
I sorta spread the word around here that im selling original makes ups so i made the demand higher. haha

yesterday, brian,cathy and i went to UP to apply for masters. Yes, I prefer to take up masters in lit in usc main but then i realized that it'd be more applicable in my part if i take up masters in management in UP. sides, it'd really look AWESOME in my resume if i took up my masters in UP.
im definitely crossing my fingers on this. i think the gods were smiling down on us cause when we talked to the dean yestereday. (Mrs. Romana), she mentioned something about Aboitiz making us good examples as Masters students. *char (Aboitiz is giving out scholarships @ UP)

A Survey I got from my Facebook- Other answers are from my bispren

Instructions: Go to and www.urbandictionary.com type in your answer to each question in the search box.
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1.name: Nym Wales

undefined yet- nym:Nym - 2 definitions - The psuedonym a person selects and uses to sign his or her postings to websites, blogs, etc. so as to create a unique online ...
Wales: A place of ancient Celtic culture that was flourishing long before the English even existed

2. age: 22

A sexual position depicted through numbers (like 69); meaning doggystyle (could be used for anal sex as well). NALAIN KO HA!!

3. one of your friends: NYM

A term used to describe the kid in your math class that answers EVERY single question but gets them wrong and thinks he is smart. --waaahhh.. she really hates math! trust me -on the contrary, i like math. XD

4. what should you be doing: playing left4dead

definitions - 1- cheating on somebody. 2- fucking with thier head.-LOL

5. favorite color: orange
The colour which vain assholes turn after a session in the tanning salon; Often confused with Hepatitis.
LOL

6. fave number: 21
10 definitions - The age at which one is finally considered human.

7: birth month: NOVEMBER

The month of November in which you don't shave any hair of your body but instead you grow more bestial, brutish...
The best month of the year! Snow, getting ready for Christmas, celebrating thanksgiving & havin thanksgiving break!

--way thanksgiving dri oi
ug snow

8. last person you talked to: ryan
Term used to describe anything that is extremely over-hyped or overrated.