Birthday POST

Saturday: Balamban Liempo with the niggers and BEST FRIEND jeszha--celebrated bday WITH KHALIL LOPEZ







Monday: Dinner at MOOON with relatives. Wasn't able to take a pic of the food cause we are all hungry.




the i love stalkers pic


and me gift to self.

I LOVE YOU RAPHAEL

cause, officially, tuesday is our big bang night.
please dont pressure me into memorizing the whole song
*spoiled brat cry

6 months and you still give me...

I LOVE YOU SO. tell me how i can show it to you.
(pokes)
you know i do. pinangga gud. :p

purrrfect

setting for a good cry after a break-up

a cold office with no people
cold weather
signal number 1

a soon to be disconnected wifi
a soon to be low-bat phone.

..i also dc-ed the office landline.
..the things that people do just to be alone.

i am cracked

and hurt.
it's 6pm,uber end of shift and i can't think straight. i don't want to stand cause i feel like i'm a walking disaster.
i am seriously considering staying here in the office until tomorrow. i feel like i am much safer that way

Have you ever had that feeling? that you just want to shut everyone out and feel numb cause for every little nudge by someone that's around you, you are going to burst and you are so unsure if you can handle the pending (and inevitable?) tears?

i am hurt.
and i am waiting for everyone to get outta here so that i could cry like there's no tomorrow

Can I have something like this for my bday?

nyahaha, seriously, this is going to be one spam plus bday post. as ive said.. a year ago, i am now 10 going on 23. there. but i still feel like 10.
life wish list (it's tad too late to make a bday wish with THESE wishes)

1. go OUT of the country
2. go to BANTAYAN ISLAND again.. this time, just the 2 of us
3. COUCH surfing to Corregidor Island
--yes, i have an ITCHY FEET
4. Settle my financial ish by the end of 2010. (o conservative diba?)
5. REMEMBER.and LEARN
6. I should seriously STOP jumping to conclusions.
7. NEVER think too much
8. I wanna get enough sleep.. with..

this will be updated..when i feel like it. yes, before my bday

Mystery Google Fun

I only recently discovered Mystery Google (yea yea imma L) and i'm so having fun with it, i tried typing in random questions and these are the answers

1. What should i be doing right now?
Mystery Google: Please Love Me :)

2. Where is my boyfriend right now?
Mystery Google: Please send me nude pictures

3. What does the future hold for me?
Mystery Google: TORONTO Real Estate Agency (OMG)

4. What should i do when i'm bored?
Mystery Google: Black Truffle Butter, Buy Truffle Butter

5. Where is my future?
Mystery Google: call 913-284-6614 and sing the sailor moon theme song

6. Timtom Lalab?
Mystery Google: im a 19/f check out my pics at http://tinyurl.com/yja43gn enter your email to chat -- I checked it and it's a porn site

7. RIMTOM
Mystery Google: IFAP- Information for Financial Aid Professionals

8. Should I skip work?
Mystery Google: please send me nude pictures, 608 931-7608

9. Are YOU ugly?
Mystery Google: Battle Bears

--- more to post when im not in here sneaking when i should be working.

LOVING My Life is Average

excerpts from the site www.mylifeisaverage.com

Today, in one of my classes, a student's phone rang. He answered the phone, yelled "What? I'll be right there!" And then ripped off his clothes, revealing a superman costume he was wearing underneath. He then left the classroom, leaving our teacher so confused that she didnt finish teaching us the lesson. MLIA

Today, I was visiting a friend who lives in the dorms, we were coming back into the common room after going out to dinner and I saw about 20-30 people (mostly guys) all gathered around a TV and cheering. I assumed a sports game was on, I went to investigate what was worth this gathering and this much enthusiasm. Sports game? No. It was the end of Beauty and the Beast when they kiss and it sends off fireworks. My estimation of college guys has definitely improved. MLIA.

Today I made cupcakes and was letting them cool in the kitchen. I then went on Mystery Google to pass the time. On my second search it came up with "the british are coming, hide the cupcakes!" About five seconds after I read this, I heard my Dad's car in the driveway. My father is British. Don't worry Mystery Google, the cupcakes are safely hidden. MLIA

Today, I was sitting in Panera Bread, when they called out "Optimus Prime your bagel is ready." Casually a boy who looks about 7 walks up and takes it. He is my hero.

Today, In Bio my teacher put a gummy bear in a test tube with some liquified powder to see how when sugar breaks down it creates heat and light. What he didn't mentioned was that it also makes a high pitched sound that sounded like a scream. I was disturbed that I witnessed a murder of an innocent gummy bear.

The other day, we had a dance at school the administration told all the students to get off the dance floor. We were all a little confused until they rolled out massive sheets of bubble wrap onto the dance floor and played the song bounce. Best dance ever? I think so

Today, I went to get my sonogram, and while in the waiting room, a bubbly little 6 yr. old decided to strike up a conversation. She thought she'd tell me where babies come from. Her exact words were, "... and then this dork brings this baby into your life!". I politely asked if she meant "stork". She just looked at me like I was crazy, and said "Obviously, you've never met my dad". Best. Kid. Ever. MLIA

Today, my mom came into my room and said "I have a surprise for you". My surprise? Dinosaur oatmeal - the kind with dinosaur eggs that dissolve into little dinosaurs when you add the hot water/milk. She then said "but you have to save at least one packet for your brother when he comes home." I am 18, my brother is 20. Best surprise ever.

Tonight, I was calling my sister when "Bohemian Raphsody" came on the radio. I hung up right away and sang along at the top of my lungs, guitar solos and all. I later found out that I hadn't hung up the phone after all, and had left a seven-minute message on her phone.

Today, I was on duty (I'm a police officer) and I saw somebody speeding. I drove up close behind him, ready to pull him over. Then I read his bumper sticker: "I'm only speeding because I really have to poop." I didn't pull him over.

Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone’s bad qualities because they somehow complete you.

here is a Sagittarius Woman
A Sagittarius woman lacks tact and her flat, on-the-face statements may make you feeling like running away from her. Then, suddenly, she will say something so charming that you will feel as if you are on the seventh heaven. There, you go again! You will be trapped in her charm once more. Once you have been enamored by a Sagittarius girl, you will be staying with her for a long time. She is pleasant, friendly, outspoken and very talkative. Her forthrightness comes form the fact that she has no illusions about the world.

She sees it exactly as it is and says what she sees. At times, you may wish that she were not so honest. But then, she would be like any other girl, wouldn't she? In all probability, you will not like it. A Sagittarian female is very optimistic, but she is not irrational. She will judge the entire situation as per the facts, analyze its probable outcome and still believe that things will get better. Usually, she is very calm and composed. However, when you become rude to her or offend her, she may become like the fire-spitting dragon.

Sagittarius women are quite independent and love their freedom. They are attached to their family, but not too much. If you want to get something done from a Sagittarian female, just ask her; don't order. She will never ever do it. She is your better half and don't you dare forget that. On the other hand, she doesn't want a sissy for a husband or boyfriend. He has to be a real man, who has his ego and won't stand for nonsense. So, you will be expected to balance politeness with firmness.

I know it's difficult - but then, since when was winning someone easy. With a Sagittarius girl, you will never have to guess. She says what she thinks and how she acts shows what she feels. This bluntness may cost her heavily at times, even to the point of ending the relationship. Still, she would act as if she's not hurt at all and it is just one of the many harmless flirtations she's had. People will even believe all this, while inside she will be weeping and nursing her wounds. All this time, she will be analyzing what went wrong and when.

The word 'marriage' makes a Sagittarian female a little nervous and you will need to tempt her in order to make her settle down. She is a little hard to catch and tends to be one of the boys all the time. That doesn't mean she looks or acts like a man! Infact, she is as female as any other girl is. The society and its norms do not matter to her. She can never be the hypocrite that some people are and tend to wiggle a few tongues. Her honesty and brusqueness further add to the negative opinions.

Don't be fooled by them. Look deep inside a Sagittarius female and you will find a woman who is so enthusiastic about life and who trusts easily. Infact, this extreme belief makes her heart vulnerable and defenseless. It gets broken too often, but then, she knows how to move on with life. You will be tempted to care for her. It's natural. There are hardly any people who can resist the bright and charming disposition of a Sagittarius girl. She will not be too good with money and will most probably be on the extravagant side.

She is very sentimental and emotional, though it seems otherwise. It just that, where her feelings are concerned, she becomes too shy. After marriage, your house will always remain sparkling clean, even if you don't have a maid to do that. She cannot stand sloppiness, it doesn't appeal to her sensibilities. She may not be too good at cooking, but she will also not burn your egg every day. A Sagittarian girl may pass the most sarcastic comments when she is angry, but she will forget the resentment soon enough. Then, she won't understand why are you so upset.

As a mother, she will be very friendly with the kids. Infact, she will be more of a chum, than a mom. Only, you will have to teach them to take her bluntness with a pinch of salt. Apart from that, she will be wonderful and make them as independent as she is. She will be a lovely hostess to guests and make them feel at home. Just let her be what she is. Don't try to change her and don't curb her individuality. She will brighten your life with her optimism, boost you with loyalty, trust you blindly and shower her affection on you. She will encourage you to see dreams and help you in making them come true!

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Yes You Do

My Boyf makes the KINALAMIAN na Pork Steak ever!
(taken during our 5th monthsarry)

--i seriously love to smell his hands after he marinates the pork
-oh wait, i think ive already made an entry about that

ALand Halloween, Coffee, VUDU and UGG boots

Aboitizland Halloween!
I won as the best dressed female, i dunno if i should be happy or not cause of the occasion. but oh well..

--i scared the kids off--which is the whole point. That's a real saliva. my Team Leader made me take a capsule which produces me enzymes uberload


31st-Saturday
Started the day with EVERYTHING being LATE.
my manicurista, who is supposed to do my nails came by at 10ish when i told her to be at our house at 9. I was running an uber tight schedule since Chic2 (a college barkada) just came back from Singapore and looking for F.U.N. Aside from that, I hafta attend Gabriel's baptism (JC-the mom, is one of my highschool barkada too)at 4pm.
AND AND AND!! I plan to attend CICC-Embassy's 1st ever gig here in Cebu.

So much for masterplans.

Aside from the manicurista coming over late, I really have to hurry up since Raprap-THE boyfriend wants me to go over to his place ASAP just cause. I went there around 12ish and poof! yehey! he cooked THE KINALAMIAN na pork steak ever! (dili bias)
i seriously like to smell his hands after he's done marinating..and it's so nice to have someone cook for me. ONE of the million things i love about him. Since he lacks sleep and was just waiting for me to come over so that he could finally sleep, i made him sleep the whole afternoon while i spent the time playing SIMS 3.
Woke him up around 7 (THANK god he wasnt feeling grumpy) and had coffee with KHALIL



--khalil, yea, he has Jesse from The Preacher's hair. XD
chilled at Rap's place before goin to VUDU..and lookie, i got a visitor :)

(L:ME)
..and have i ever told you guys how i love dancing? oh yes i do!





..and since i want to win UGG BOOTS

AND!

♥ Raphael Wilwayco

AND!

♥4 days plus one streak of PORK STEAK *rawwwr (sige, mas maayo naka muluto, so ikaw na ang muluto ha?)
♥Resurrected Blackberry! (sige, pag tech support nalang)
♥Ovalteenies! (HOW DIDJA KNOW?!)
♥One Good DC-ed GG game. :)
♥Sims3 the whole afternoon while you were sleeping
♥Law-Abiding Citizen with you while nagtapad ta ug secret agent ♥♥

--taken during the first time i slept over at your house-during the spurs-mavericks game; I lost but hey, you still love me oh

Commitment :D

The "I will" is "You Will"
it's the other way around. :)
oh i love you very very much