Wednesday, August 27, 2008

this is beware

You Are a Witch (or Warlock)

You are deviously brilliant and a perfect manipulator.

You somehow always end up getting what you want - without anyone knowing you're working behind the scenes.

Crafty and cunning, you can work your way out of any jam.

And it's easy for you to get people to do what you want, whether you're working for good or evil.

Your greatest power: Mind control

Your greatest weakness: Making people your puppets

You play well with: Ghosts

HAHA! this is interesting.

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.

People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

My love life secrets!

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.

Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

keys to my life

The Keys to Your Life

Anything good in your life comes from sharing and selflessness.

You cooperate and contribute beautifully. And all your giving eventually comes back to you.

Anything bad in your life comes from sinking to the level of those around you.

Remember to lift people up, and refuse to participate in anything petty.

what Language should i learn?

You Should Learn Portuguese

Muito legal! For you, learning a language is all about the lifestyle that comes with it.

And Brazilian beaches, hotties, parties, and soccer matches are just your style.


You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerless

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.

You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.

Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.

Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.

You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.

You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...

But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You don't feel powerful - you are at the mercy of others.

Believe it or not, you have more power than you realize.

People tend to take advantage of you, but you allow them to.

Stand up for yourself. You'll be surprised what you can achieve.

I got really really bored

Your Leprechaun Name Is:
Mini O'Shamrock

threads of thoughts only you could understand

you won't.i feel'm still in denial.i haven't told my rents yet.still.tekken.sometimes, you just catch me when im unaware and i can't breathe.i can't breathe me.still in imagining u kissing great u i know that we r meant 4 each seriously considering having a new life in manila.what about u?what about your canada plans?i miss porky.theres no spark of hapiness in my eyes anymore.every day im asking u this stupid question.ill never.i chose not to.ill keep rather feel the somehow feel that i die if i closure for me.this is an open wound.your pics are still here in my cubicle,all piled up.never had the guts to put it down.just let me breathe.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

the upcoming days will not be good

i am in mourning.

alot of people want to help, but how can they? it's not that i chose to shut up but i just find it too lazy to tell it to anyone. and even if id have the patience (and time) to share it with someone i trust, i can't express it in a way that a sane person can understand.

maybe id rather be dumb.or numb.
right now i just wanna be married to my work. wait, JOBS.

Thursday, August 21, 2008


gossip girls much?! XD

I really have this sick sense of humor now. Just the other day (or was it yesterday?) a close EX texted me that a demented loser is texting him.

Opportunist much you are? Your boyfriend has been asking few questions about my status too and i can't help but think that you were the one who's manipulating your boyfriend into asking these questions.. and just to humor your boyfriend, i've been giving him off the edge answers too.

you've been becoming much of a stalker.

Monday, August 18, 2008

YOU wanna stop being right right?!

she doesn't miss all. i'm sure she's busy getting laid ang partying with her gay friends. well, whatever gets her through her nights. she's full of BS and i can't believe she did it again. to me. i hate her and i just don't get it why i was attracted to her in the first place. sure she loves me alot but im sure i can find other girls like her. my family is sure gonna miss her though. i bet she's with her "other guy" now, laughing, talking, connecting minds or making up fcuked up theories with him. he'll help her get over me. which is for the best. i thought we were meant to be. i just don't get it what's in that guy why she did what she did to me. i hate her. i'll never forgive her.

i miss you.alot. yes, ive been getting sleep and honestly, i don't dream of you. but for the past 2 days, ive been waking up lonely and empty and i don't know's undeniable, you're the one who's making me feel this, this is my subconcious. i can't blame you if you think i'm full of BS now more than ever (because of what i did) and i dont know anymore how to make you believe what im feeling now. now more than ever, im sure what i felt for him was just a phase, i just didn't belive you back then because i'm not yet ready to believe you.maybe now i am. i am unsure of alot of things lately. and yes, i still love you. and i have to live with my mistake knowing that i did something badass to you. i will miss your family. and yes, i've been with him lately, but i can't help but think what we'd do if we're together..i almost never admit i'm wrong but what i felt was just a transition.and now it's just too late for me to make things right. i still love you. i know you'll never forgive me and just give me "that closure" so that i'd really know that what we have is over. but i choose not to get over you. because i never wanted to.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

i love!

my sunshine yellow 5 inch wedge!