Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I miss our Sunday Mornings together

(photos taken from

Monday, July 27, 2009

LOFT post- Delayed for almost a month me noee!

Weekend CPDRC-Part 2

and course, what a better way to end the night slash day than KARAOKEEE

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Bad Day No More, Please?


Pizza Test

Your Pizza Says:

You have wacky, offbeat taste in food. You're very adventurous.

You're the type most likely to try food on a dare.

Pizza Topping You Should Try: Squid

Stay away from: Any topping combination you've had already

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

and before i leave

i watched you till you fall asleep.. till u suddenly turned your back on me.

i hugged you from behind.. and silent tears began falling.
I can't control this.
I just love you too much.
i tried staring at you closely. tyring to make out your face..but i could only see your
have i ever told you how beautifully made you are? i cant even put into right words
the impact you have on me.

i want to talk to you when you are asleep. but i cant. i am dumbfounded.
strange no? how we both sometimes think that i talk too much..and yet, now that
this is such a perfect that you are asleep and i am feeling tad too vulnerable,
i went mum.

*dam et. grabeha na ka updated ani akong blog gud.

where do i begin?

i just find it endearing that you can fall asleep everytime you want to..
I like the warm feeling that your body emits when you are at your most relaxed state.

I could stare at you forever when you fall asleep.
You make me forget.
i even find those little snore and guttural sounds you make innocent.
i could stare at you forever while you fall asleep and never get tired of the wonder that
is you.

for awhile there.. you just made my mind go blank. im at loss..
with you i find peace.
with you i lack the right words to complete this.

Should i wake you up when i have to leave? it'll prolly break your peaceful sleep.
purr purr purr.

or in this case,

snore snore snore.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

wa ka kahibaw no?

as u lay beside me now unaware that i cant stop staring at you,
i trace up your face with my palm. still amazed that finally, we are
together. you are beautifully made and i am humbled by your indifference by it.

Is there any other way to let you know the depths of what i feel for you? let me know.
I walk on tiptoes around you..afraid that if i hold you tight, you might get strangled and
break free. I'm hesitant to say declarations of love in fear of mockery.

It was never safe to fall in love this fast. this soon.

you just woke up..jerking me out of my reverie.

i love you.

you came in shivering and again, you melted my heart. i want to put my arms around you and
protect you from anything corrupt and bad.
you tapped my back, making all those pa-cute gestures, seeking my attention.. mumbling
are you still half asleep?
let me know,
3 minutes later
i came into your welcome embrace. i felt your warmth.
its all okay again.
and then i covered you with your blanket and now we are reunited..

Thursday, July 16, 2009

on going home

i haven't been home before 11pm IN AGES.

I should do something about this.

SLEEPOVER tomorrow @ ♥♥♥'s house and he still doesn't know it yet. haha!

hmm.. now what to do tomorrow..hmm..

Monday, July 13, 2009

Last Sunday's Secrets

-a tribute pic to the people i had offended for the past week. (maihap rasad sa usa ka kamot ui). im sorry that i was born tactless.not

shoes are my guilty pleasure but clothes are my addiction. I could fill up one closet with stuff that i havent worn yet..

looking back, its a miracle to be this lucky. :D the list of "because-s" could go on and on and on


my hp mini ees okay.

The busted wifi at gustavian and bo's coffee made me think otherwise.

You Are Riding Boots

You are very sophisticated. You have refined tastes, and you don't fall for cheesy trends.

You are naturally chic and stylish. You can pull together a great look in no time flat.

You don't need a lot of flash or bling in your life. You prefer the glamour of the understated.

You treasure wisdom. You are attracted to ideas and things that have stood the test of time.

Monday, July 6, 2009

My Lucky Rant


that's a "sigh" of gratitude by the way..

looking back as to what happened the previous week, it's amazing how all of my friends.. (and this ♥er boy...) still stuck around even though i was full of negative vibes.

I am now back...that polyanna it is!

I just can't get over how lucky i was AFTER i broke up with my ex (as they say, an ex is an ex for a reason)
I gained ALOT of friends whom, I can say, are true and loyal.
My bestfriend (course!) made her presence felt even by just texting "i love you" even during office hours.
I am now dating someone who never fails to surprise me. :D
I HAS A NETBOOK. Loving rents (errr), just the RIGHT amount of moolah, CLOTHES that i haven't worn yet (don't let me talk about shoes) and BILLIONS OF ThINGS TO DO (by choice).
I am contented with my work. I CAN NOW join extra curricular activities from work WITHOUT BEING QUESTIONED
I am what I want to be. right now.

give it 2 years, tops, i'll be thinking about re-applying for Masters again.. This time it'll be in USC..
Masters in Literature OR Masters in Clinical Psychology?

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Secrets 07/06/09

Here's to all of you..all of you whom i'm trying to please. I'm gonna stop. This pic just made me re evaluate my worth and now, it's my way or the highway.. (with a few exemptions of the boy luv)

Here's to my LALAB. my cooking sucks..well, NOT REALLY. but you're a better cook (awwww) here's to you..

The Week That Was..

EPIC WIN Shirt for an EPIC WIN Day.
We were supposed to go to Lighthouse Resto but we totally forgot about going since we were having endorphine overdose courtesy of WAFA.

Friday, July 3, 2009


imma watch american idol this season courtesy of one person


Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Dear Online Diary

i am depressed today

Fortunately, the reasons are known.

I need a good cry.. or better yet, a shoulder to cry on (and a thick hanky to boot)

I need to stop worryin and stop feeling down about things that are not in my control anymore.

I'm not used to this feeling. I want to get drunk, be alone and cry. ALOT.

I need help.

thanks for the talk awhile ago jib.