Tattoo me shocked

I'm still brimming with adrenaline over last night's toastmasters meeting.
Aside from the fact that i got to figuratively sense minds at work, i was also able to hear one of the best speeches ever.
i never realized how someone could ever associate tanduay with that girl-genius.

just as i thought that i lived my life to the fullest(albeit tanduay and black bat--there's definitely a room for more), she made me feel..errr, inadequate that I wasn't a Malferri, a "badsword", a make-up fanatic, a farmer's daughter(oh the perversion) and an english teacher..

which made me think about getting masters-major in linguisitcs or literature.
there's a lot of grad studs who have more edge than yours truly (im admitting to that begrudgingly), and even though i'm already22(i just made that age sound like im 40), i know that getting masters in literature or linguistics will my my sword's edge sharper.

ehem.

i think im going to have one.

bad day it is.

i think it all started last night, while i was playing GTA..and suddenly i had this urge to answer the call of nature (we have this repel reaction thing,when i call her, she just wont answer,and i in turn,chose to ignore her pleas as I pour all my anger issues at CJ-GTA)-SO,the usual, i ignored my urge to go to the restroom.
and just this morning, i realized that my skirt doesnt feel as loose as it should be (though,mind you,it's still loose).
ADDING my need to wear my white wedge 4 inch high heels,which hurts like hell but fk-ds-pain-i-like-it, i am now 60% sure its not gonna be a good day.

looking at my desk right now,with lots of contracts needed to be notarized, vecino concerns needed to be addressed, meetings to attend to...
i just dont know where to start.
wait, i think i do.
ill fix myself some lalab coffee

UPDATES

last friday: i was actually looking forward to staying at home the whole weekend. i'd get to watch the WHOLE SEASON 1-2 episodes of BIG BANG THEORY, (it's heart_, play Grand Theft Auto (San Andreas) and Mafia (a 1930s version of GTA. I could feel the Sheldon Cooper mania!
i looked for sheldon cooper in facebook and joined all the forums and applications (sniff sniff)
im @ sandino's place right now with ella ryan and course,sandii. they're planning to have another bout of UFC fight here.RIGHT NOW! WEEE!
another bonding time with my computer later. Carl of GTA awaits.

Hermit Hermit-SINULOG 2009

I've been on an internet hermnit mode for 3 days. I'm giving everyone the time to upload their photos. of course, the best will always be the last right?! RIGHT.

First Day of my sinulog parteeey weekend.
*stayed at crown regency dormitory with ryan; we bummed around the whole afternoon at the room, went to siomai sa tisa for dinner time, and at around 10ish, we dressed up for LOFT.



* ooh lala

*went home around 4 am

SECOND DAY- SINULOG MARDI GRAS
slept the whole morning. and we have a special guest!

watched UFC (coleman vs.rua) til sandee woke up


FINALLY GOT AROUND to going out around 3 ish. made tambay at baseline with the people
*pictures: couple riding a jeep.ryan's henna.the GIRLS! and ryan,nana and monti's beer madness







AND MY FAVORITE PICTURE (insert caption WE ARE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU)

* decided to end the party at our room with poker and beer. everyone got bruises cause they knocked our door too much...so much so that the people beside our room started to complain.
*slept like HELL.

LoveStyle Much?!

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

Ryan's Letter

LOVE IS

there when you don't need it

is gone when you yearn for it

is spontaneous

is constantly behind every quarrel

is what must people look for

is what some people run away from

is change

is not lust

is a supposed fairy tale ending

is as real as you want it to be

is never gone, just hiding

is scary

is unquestionable

is unpredictable

revolving around the person you constantly think about

is not as bad as you think it is

is neither safe or dangerous

is clearly for people who believe in it

complicates things in a good way

makes you make mistakes

makes you regret

helps you stand

is faithful

escalates paranoia

worries you

worried aboutyou

makes you patient

never takes a break

could break you

puts you back together

keeps you awake at night

makes memories out of even the simplest things

never backs down

gives a little slice of heaven

is what we cannot deny or hide from

makes us want to do the impossible

replaces stupidity with courage

hides to make people stronger

is a mystery

only listens

does not take requests

does not mind an empty wallet

is behind every successful relationship

is persistent

gives hope

IS hope

helps you sleep better

is warm blanket on a cold night

is one crush plus one crush

is often misunderstood

doesn't need math to be "happily ever after" equation

loves company not misery

an oblivion you can stare into

stares back

is an everlasting cigarette

is a bottomless bottle of liquor

free drug

unprescribable by doctors

needs two people to make it work

is the knot to a wedding

sends your text message without a signal

is silly

likes to pick on people

is full of laughs

is clearly not just in the air

goes beyond death

bewilders

makes the intelligent dumb

hurts

heals

compensates

follows loneliness

teases us

never insults us

exists between lust and intelligent

is the heart

makes you think

makes you realize

helps you get up in the morning

puts you to bed at night

consumes load

is worth buying load for

is infinite

is generous

is immortal

is contagious

is unbiased

reveals one's weakness

crosses boundaries

matures

holds on

forgives

remembers

inspires

bonds

is a question of faith

does matter

is soemtimes too late

wears you, not the other way aroud

is an adventure waiting to happen

is as sweet as icecream

is warm

meddles in all situations

makes you wanna run away

wants you to be selfish

maks you write something this long



*PAPI is lalab.

my little black dress

Your Little Black Dress Says You're Cosmopolitan

You are elegant, classy, and sophisticated. You know how to turn heads when you enter a room... and then keep people interested with your witty banter. Your style is classic, tailored, and flawless. You don't fall for silly fashion trends. If you were a shoe, you would be: Classic black pumps

The Little Black Dress Test

My Shallow Post

So don't open this blog.. you might hate me

I got 2 social network accounts (Facebook and this{i dare not count my fster because its thoroughly.... obsolete}) and i post a lot of pics cause of the fact that:

1. you are "somehow" obliged to do so

2. it helps me remember where ive been. my dad sired a scatterbrain-ed kid.boo to our genes.

-anyway, this matter of posting pics made me realize that KAHOOT->it would be embarassing (THIS IS MY POV) to post pics of ME being in different places or chilling on different occasions with me wearing the same clothes!GAH!

-boys: you won't get the logic behind this. you just get whatever's in there in your closet

-girls:what to wear what to wear?gah! the pressure is on to buy clothes that i haven't posted a pic in multiply yet!

nym's POV: to ukay i go!(as long as i'm breathing, i wont be caught dead -thy prevent- wearing the same top on a different album in the SAME multiply page).

-yes, this is one shallow post

-yes, you might see an account of me wearing the same top on a different album (BIKINIS ARE EXEMPTED)

note:if not shallow, this is one hilas and honest post
another note: i've seen some multiply accounts of people going somewhere with wearing "wait-ive-that-outfit-a-hundred-times-already" shirt. haha. poor you.

LOVE IS EQUAL TO DB SHIRT

~GAGA over this DB Shirt. Thanks Love.

Windy Saturday

hence the donning of scarf, boho pants, dishevelled hair(this is natural) and the look of absolute "sleepiness" (wc is also natural)

the guy beside me is creepy...of all the vacant places here in gecube wherein he can log in, he chose to log in in the computer beside me..while occasionally looking at my monitor. God chose to give me the gift of total mean dupe lines to loser guys, but for the life of me, i seriously wanna beat the sh*t out of this again,LOSER.

Speaking of beating, Ryan has been teaching me a lot of self-defense/offense moves for the past few weeks.. in turn, i've given him some grappling mats for more UFC sessions with his cousins/friends.


updates later. free yahoo games awaits.

Now Where Was I

the whole X-MAS Holidays???
photos will "soon" be uploaded come January 5, 2009 @
www.juicyfer.multiply.com

at last, my petty dream of trying out all the terraces' sit-down restos are ALMOST done (i only lack siam, cyam(or wtv), and gustavian) after that, GAH!