i am cracked

and hurt.
it's 6pm,uber end of shift and i can't think straight. i don't want to stand cause i feel like i'm a walking disaster.
i am seriously considering staying here in the office until tomorrow. i feel like i am much safer that way

Have you ever had that feeling? that you just want to shut everyone out and feel numb cause for every little nudge by someone that's around you, you are going to burst and you are so unsure if you can handle the pending (and inevitable?) tears?

i am hurt.
and i am waiting for everyone to get outta here so that i could cry like there's no tomorrow