no is just another opportunity, i don't believe in the word no.

which takes me to alot of workload here.

some people, by circumstance, have passed over their work to me. and i like it cause it makes my 9 hours go "wtf?! its already 5?!" and yes, i find it difficult to say no when people ask me to do something---> i hate letting people down, or even disappointing them.

I talked this over to a friend, and he told me that somehow, ive got to learn how to say NO. i have to get through life thinking about myself for a change. It's inevitable, i will hurt someone, unintentionally or not. so might as well deal with it.

and with me looking so stressed already, i am so gonna get a massage. thank you payroll master